Tuesday, December 20, 2016

Clues for Post IST Blues



IST= In-Service training, also to signify that our in-country travel lock-down is over. Equals Hallelujuah.

For a solid 10 days, me, myself and I got to check into a lovely hotel, Tlotlo (which means respect in Setswana). At this hotel I got access to wifi (very limited when competing with 74 others to download), 18 degrees Celsius air-conditioned room, a plushy white Queen sized bed (envision a cloud), a strong jet shower-head, and unlimited availability to tea/coffee/soaps (might have gone overboard with taking some home with me).

During IST, we had sessions covering a range of topics including: Fitness 101, Recycling, Container Gardening, and Composting, First 6 weeks of service, Community Assessment reviews, Intimate Partner Violence, Maintaining Mental and Emotional Health, Grant-writing (Peace Corps Grants Online tutorial), PCV Committees Fair, HIV/AIDS online resources, Kings Pack Training, Sexual Education/HIV Educational demonstrations, Economic Empowerment opportunities, and Alcohol Abuse within communities.

My personal favorite of these sessions was the Diversity Panel, which was led by fellow PCVs. I was invited to be a guest speaker on the panel, and present my single story on my identity as an Asian American (this session was followed by a powerful session on the Ted talk on Danger of A Single Story- a must watch).

The theme of the panel was “Backlash of the Elections”. After the elections, a lot of people felt opinionated and had something to say about whose leading America, and what it means to be an American. This platform was not a means to discuss political standpoints, but to open the conversation and educate our fellow peers on diversity and how racism has impacted each marginalized group.

Unfortunately post the session, fellow PCVs expressed the need for conversation, mutual dialogue, and individual questions to be answered; however, some people have been waiting on the stands to speak their whole lives. My favorite quote from a fellow PCV, “Some people are sweating about the next 4 years, while we’ve been sweating for the past 400 years.” Needless to say this isn’t my first experience being “woke”, especially since living in New Orleans has opened my eyes to the racial and social injustices that negatively impact communities and lives, but it was my first time being active in voicing myself and my opinion to others on my own struggles with the first generation Asian American identity and growing up discriminated against. Let us begin to dig deep within and know we each have our stories, but those that don’t get spoken enough of have been suppressed for reasons beyond our lifetime and years. [Please insert Solange’s album “A Seat at the Table”, any and all lyrics].

It has been especially tough having to defend an American identity that is associated with the election of Trump as President… however, after conversing with many fellow PCVs that are known as a minority, all were not surprised at how the votes turned out. That is a depressing thought, and also a reality for multiple individuals. Continuing onward, I hope to have more open and thoughtful conversation about the danger of stereotypes, and how “fair and just” America is. Particularly I hope to engage with more Batswana, as well as, fellow Americans who just don’t realize the barriers and challenges created by a white-supremacy supported system back home.

“I have a lot to be mad about,” said Solange. I support my sister’s words and hope to continue the good work and representing American diversity despite all adversities we face.

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